I feel to be on pause.
The struggle is real folks.
I think I’m at a standstill.
Too many shadow boxing bouts with The Universe so I guess it needs a break from me.
Haven’t been too motivated by my life experiences to write much.
Oh, well. I guess this is the point where I choose to check in with mindfulness.
Mindfulness tells me to just be…
I could be doing stuff!
I have tons of things I can be creating, but I am being told to rest, sit in my state of slowed momentum, and acknowledge how I am responding to it.
I don’t like the pauses of life.
I’ve endured an excruciating pregnant pause for forty-one years. I don’t like feeling as though I’m in that space again. Yet, I find that on this journey, I have had several time-outs.
Yes, I know there are great benefits to being still. I have experienced them. So it does serve a purpose and has helped.
And this rambling is tiresome.
I’m getting bored as I type this.
I’m going to turn this bitch around.
OHM…”I am in a very quiet and peaceful space right now. All is very quiet. I feel light and not full of stagnant energy.” OHM…
Anybody buying my bullshit yet?
It’s at a reduced price of $9.99 +sh
I guess I can’t even fake mindfulness right now.
Ok, I’m leaving.